Experience description:
I
am an Italian woman who lives here in the States, so please forgive my
English. I've come here almost three years ago, after my mom died. She had
cancer and she passed away within three months. Those three months spent with
her have been the most important experience of my life. During that time my
family and I were truly living a different reality; it was like living
between Heaven and Earth.
My
mother and I have always been spiritually very sensitive. We both had
often dreams that predict events of our future and we both had a gift for
telepathy. We were very close and our personalities extremely similar.
One
month before we found out about her cancer I dreamed that she died, I
woke up crying, it was around 6:00 am, which is the time when she then passed
away. Our telepathy became stronger than ever before while she was ill. One
night, two days before she died, we were sleeping in the same bedroom, I had
a dream; actually I believe we were communicating during our sleep. In my
dream my mom was in front of me, she was beautiful as usual, she was telling
me that she had to go somewhere and that she loved me, and then she hugged
me. I suddenly woke up, it seemed to me I coudn`t breath for the great
saddeness, then my mom woke up too, and almost as if we were continuing our
convesation of the dream, she said: "don`t worry you are going to feel so
much better once my sufferings will be gone." I must say that the event
that
really changed my life was was the experience that occurred to me when she
died. I was with her that night
too. During that long night I prayed the
lord, asking Him to take her with Him. I remember telling the Lord: " you
did
not listen to me when I asked for a miracle, please listen to me now, take
her with you." My mom sufferings came to an end
with the first light of the
morning. After a few minutes that she was gone, I was upstairs, getting some
sheets. While I was opening the armoire, I had to stop doing what I was
doing. I was paralized, suddenly I felt as if something was passing through
my entire body. I heard, without actually hearing, an angelical music and
felt a sense of extraordinary happiness and peace. At that moment I knew that
she was communicating and sharing with
me her experience. The following day,
that of her funeral, I was still very happy; I remember choosing the dress to
were as if I was going to a wedding or another happy event. That was
incredible, thinking that only a few days before I wanted to die because I
couldn`t imagine my life without her.
The days that followed were them also full of extraordinary events. Whenever
My father, my brother and I were together somewhere, we could smell a strong
smell of flowers. Another day, I left home to visit a friend, and I was
feeling very lonely, infact not even my brother was at home. Before leaving
my house I gave a glance to the TV, thinking if I had to turn it on, like my
mother used to do every time she left home because scared of the thieves.
Well, I decided not to turn it on, and I remember thinking with a smile:
"Mom
would get mad at me!" Once back home, while entering the front door I heard
some voices, I thought my brother had come home too, with some friends.
Instead, with my great surprise, I noticed the TV was on, I immediately
started laughing and crying at the same time. That happened the same day I
was tortured by the thought that maybe a "life after life" did not
exist. How
wrong I was! Nowdays my mom still visits me, in my dreams, and I know that
the day that I`ll die she`ll be by my side, to show me the way, like she
always did when we where together on this heart.
Thank
you for giving me the opportunity to tell my story, it`s nice to know
that somebody is taking you for serious! Many compliments also for your great
site.
Simona